Sheesh. This relationship stuff is really difficult.
I’ve been going through some drama in my relationship, and we are struggling.
Our primary issue has been ongoing, but I’ve had a hard time verbalizing how I’ve been feeling. How do you tell someone that’s bent over backwards for you, that you think they’re selfish? It doesn’t really make sense. It sounds ridiculous. It comes across petty. And, I become the drama queen that’s impossible to please.
But, that’s the truth. He is selfish.
Backstory is that he’s been single for the last DECADE. Although he has dated, he hasn’t been in any relationships…at all.
10 years, huh? That’s a long run. That’s a long time.
So although he’s treated me like a queen, queendom ends where his wants begin. There’s no sacrifice or consideration. This is his kingdom.
And, I can’t. I don’t want to.
It’s in my nature to sacrifice, consider, and make it work. So, I need to feel that it’s appreciated. There’s only so much I can give if it’s not.
We have to figure this out. We have to. It’s figure it out or nothing.