Why is this so scary?
Maybe it’s because this is usually when it all falls apart. The moment that I let my guard down, they usually doop me. And, I’m stuck with a broken heart and wounded ego.
What if this time is different, though? What if this is the last time? What if I fall in love?
Love let me down the last time.
I don’t know. I’m trying, and he seems to be trying.
It’s just that…I’m terrified.