You know that feeling when you get what you want just as you realize you don’t want it anymore?
There are relationships that I’ve fought hard for just to realize I shouldn’t have won in the end. Maturity, right?! Wrong. I realized I shouldn’t have won when it blew up in my face. It’s always best when God teaches you a lesson through someone else’s misfortune. Not because you were too ignorant to see the truth without the chaos.
How did this happen? I didn’t trust my gut. I let my emotions lead the way. And, then I saw my love wasn’t love. It was familiarity and lust wearing clever disguises.
And, I was too focused on the win to see that I didn’t want the prize.