It doesn’t feel right. I may be over thinking this, my typical MO.
It’s been 7+ years? If we haven’t worked in that amount of time, we aren’t meant to be. And, can I ever really get over everything that happened during my pregnancy? I doubt it. He wasn’t very nice. He wasn’t very supportive.
I can’t let my desire to figure out love and relationships cloud my better judgement. We didn’t work because we don’t work. That’s it.